I’m cluster b (aspd but possible npd), and I’ve been tested without much solid conclusion for possible cluster a habits/behaviors. I’d say since a lot of social situations end up feeling like I’m speaking another language, it’s hard to know much about my workings. Kind of like making me learn ‘socially typical’ language but its missing words so I still can’t express whats going on in my brain so others can help with it. I tend to just come off “charismatic” only to have not a whole lot of interest deep down for much, especially most other people. It’s like loving all of your fans on a stage and them barely being able to sign an autograph post performance. No clue. It is… wild.

I don’t know these and still questioning being a MAP but whatever is most applicable to (in terms of average/normal development) around 15/16? I think it’s because I just really like the fairy grunge girlies its not my fault okay…

Violence is cooler than sex ! Be based do crime !

I love the more fascinating stuff. You know those “watch it for the plot” jokes? That’s always been me. There’s zero attraction to the plain, simple, and/or bland.

For me, my biastophilia is pretty directly related to my traumaphilia, which as I’m coming to understand is the only reason I have that attraction as an asexual. I’ve loved cases like BTK, but I am particularly fond of the Junko Furuta case due to how drawn out, intense, and interesting it is. I also find interest in kidnapping, which I think again all ties together. A complete stranger is mild to me, but someone who’s barely an acquaintance forcing onto someone? I like quite a lot… I’m not fond of cases that are one and done straight to jail or death, again all tied together because of the traumaphilia. I relate to you quite a bit.

I think it’s also Orange Shirt Day??? I don’t have the energy to google it. But I think it’s a good idea.

Okay again, not a MAP (I don’t think, unsure), but all the ‘younger’ people I’ve been with? My favorite part was always how they made me feel older, just simply. Helped with age dysphoria. So I guess, someone affirming and playful. Always like feminine folks best! ~ Pretty Girls ~

This is a really cool idea. I’d be interested in helping with a news section, since I really love writing and all. (I think it rubbed off, one of my parents jobs is a social media manager for politicians…) I can help with other things but this is really interesting, I just want to help in general. <3

i sure do hope she’s an autotraumaphile for her own sake, we’re going in boys!!! (/silly)

1. Yes, it can. However, it’s hard for me to give examples. I have ARFID, and it makes it so I’m extremely picky with textures, so I haven’t explored them well enough to have examples.
2. It will most likely become it’s own concept, but it can still relate in some way to other concepts. Sometimes garlic can be “Enemies that have a bit of a thing for each other,” but not in all foods it’s combined with. Chicken on its own has no concept, maybe a white, empty void, but with garlic flavors and maybe some spice, it’s the enemy thing.

Bananas are a hard one, they don’t give (too much) of a concept besides older musicians and small business owners, but it’s a slight and not strong connection. And yes, it does matter, temperature plays a part in it! For example my mind could connect cold pizza to FNAF VHS (this one goes both ways taste-concept/concept-taste), but it couldn’t connect hot/fresh pizza to it. Hot coffee actually makes me feel as though I’ve gone back in time (not like nostalgia, it feels real and unnerving) to when I was at my worst point in my ED. Banana candy has a stronger connection to small business owners, usually old ones, more connection than actual bananas. Not sure about burned or bitter stuff, since I avoid eating both.

You can if you want. It’s not annoying to me. /gen

Smashing is not enough, I am pounding like feral animal and growling and foaming at the mouth.

It’s not entirely random, but the web is complex. For example, not all soups are anything to do with religion and new age music- Soups with tomatoes, beans, and similar will more likely be something else, but flavors similar to wonton soup, miso soup, and (sometimes, depending on the chef) hot and sour soups will definitely fit this. I’ve yet to identify what it is that makes these all click, but I’ve experienced similar concepts with many foods that have (star) anise in them. Milks and Teas have their own concepts, but milk teas can share concepts between these two sections, or make an entirely new one. Usually, salty foods deal with more profound or complex concepts, whereas savory-sweet foods are concepts linked more so to emotion (often attractions), and just sweet foods are usually fun, bubbly, or calmer in nature. Sour foods always have a bit of ‘girl with a gun’ vibes, almost.

I have a lot, but… I can taste concepts in foods, such as basil being the original creation of a theme park, miso soup being certain new age music, and mozzarella is just the muppets. I can also see pain or touch. Also emotions-texture, and a few others.

“Why you should do this pointless term change” Reasons, a bunch of stuff I am going to say based off assumptions and stereotypes with no real point that sound bad but don’t actually have meaning.

This is supposed to be super like, angry… But tbh they just sound extremely goofy silly to me, not taking this seriously.

Have to ask as a polyfrag did (transendo) sys- How much did you hate the polyplural vs polyfrag discourse when it came up (if you even saw it) and how comfortable (if at all) are you in plural spaces online…?

Well, when I say ‘is both’ I did mean both non-romantic and non-sexual. I find it frustrating having my biastophilia being assumed as sexual, but nobody seems to understand how my mind has deconstructed it so that the acts of rape and sa are not being desired through the lens of sexuality. My lack of sexual attraction means any ‘visualization’ of this act is blurry, just two black ‘humanoid’ shapes interacting, or maybe more ‘audible’ at times. Although yes, my other paraphilias tend to go hand in hand with me being romance favorable and hypersensual.

I think a code word/phrase or something should come with it. For instance, you see someone with the code symbol, but to be sure this isn’t a coincidence, you could say “I have a friend with that (pin/scarf/etc).” Or something… My idea, since I want it to be easy for anyone to acquire/make; (A pink scrap fabric or scarf with a purposeful black blotch on a corner (would have to have the blotch visible) (a black and pink pin, or similar, with an elephant, or a symbol I might design specifically for this). Other codes, possibly… (“Did you make that yourself?” answering yes actually means the person meant to have the item out/on them, answering no means they meant to put the item away or forgot they had it out, and it should be ignored. Saying a friend made it is code for the person to respond with a joke about the friend, because the person is trying to make sure you are aware of and purposefully using the code) (“It matches your outfit/vibe/look/makeup” is code for “Oh hey, I know the code! I won’t be doing anything to you, but I did notice.”)