Do you remember that post? https://rqd2.net/post/41083
Shortly expmlamed it’s about the fact that the workers from the school I am talked to me, because I drew a sfw couple with the title “And they are both pedos”.⁷
After that nothing happened anymore. I also do not draw any nsfw there or use those words. But last week it seemed not to be enough for them.
I do have two social workers for me and they had a talk with me again. Saying that I might should consinder talking with a therapist about my sexuality. I told them that I do not feel the need to talk about it and also asked for the reason why I should. All they told me that it would be an important topic in my age. I was like…wtf? Okay? I tried my best to explain calmly that I don’t feel the need and also had therapy around that topic in the past. But they put pressure on me.
A few days later. Today to be exact. We had a conference where one of my social workers were there, my mother, the person who managed the school and the person who helps me in general with finding jobs and stuff like that. At the and me and my mother mentioned what happened and I explained how I felt.
What do you think happened? They told me they have to put this pressure on me because they have legal worries. I told again I already had therapy and they were even wondering why I don’t have it anymore. And about the legal worries: Did they tell me which legal worries? No. They just tried to justifice the pressure they put on me. My mother also doesn’t understand what’s wrong.
The thing is:
- Like I said I do not draw nsfw there and also do not write paraphilias on my art anymore
- I never said things which could bring me in legal trouble(for example saying I want to commit a crime)
- I do not consume illigal media in school
- If I would do something illigal they should maybe…tell me directly what I did?
I feel misunderstood. Tomorrow will be another talk where I try to find out what the hell their problem is.
What do you think? Do you maybe have any advice on how to deal with that situation?
This is 100% a hate crime, they’re targeting you because you’re a para. The fact they didn’t mention their worries is telling. I sadly don’t have any recommendations besides be safe.
I also feel that way :/ I tru to tell myself that they just want to help me but I wonder: If they really want to help me why are they putting me under so much pressure?
!!Tw!!
I wonder what would happen if they would know how my legs and arms look like now. I wonder what would happen when they find out how much I eat in a day. Sometimes I wish I could point at them and say “You have blood on your hands”.