16yo new MAP here, it’s like ever since I figured out what I like (2-10 grls) every time I’m around one I feel like I’m losing my mind, i live right near a school and their always walking past my house or playing nearby, as well as at my church I’ve had to watch groups of them. It’s to the point where I’ve had to “relieve” myself in bathrooms, does this part ever go away or am I just hypersexual and fucked? I’ve been bottling this stuff up for so long.

  • Burgerlurker@burggit.moe
    8·
    6 months ago

    You’ll be at your peak of hornyness for the next several years. Thing should start calming down when you get close to 30. I recommend preemptively relieving yourself with loli porn every morning and night, should help keep your urges down throughout the day.

    Also yes girls 2 to 10 are hot as fuck!

  • Kitten
    6·
    6 months ago

    Good job on accepting your sexuality. It’s pretty common to be more horny at your age and usually it goes down a good amount in late 20’s. In the meanwhile, there’s loli and cub and erotica and more that you can use. Masturbate as much as you need per day. Being a MAP is a normal and healthy thing. As long as you’re happy and safe, that’s all that matters. Also 2-10 are indeed very hot.

    • czarnumba2
      5·
      6 months ago

      I try telling myself it’s normal and such, still feel really guilty about it tho, for instance I’m on a diff account now because I deleted the one I posted from. Idk, kind of ranting but sometimes it sucks so bad to feel this way.

      • KittenEnglish
        4·
        6 months ago

        Yeah, sadly society oftentimes make us feel guilty for who we’re. It’s nothing to be ashamed about and honestly it’s ok to feel proud to be a MAP. No matter what others say, you got a community here who is willing to support you.

        • czarnumba2
          3·
          6 months ago

          thank you, I appreciate that! It just feels lonely ig sometimes, don’t really have any MAP friends lol. Loli stuff is also sooo hard to find, they constantly take it down on Twitter and stuff

          • KittenEnglish
            3·
            6 months ago

            There’s nsfw websites, some of them banned the word but still have it. Just under terms like young and female. I personally use rule 34 and e621 but any nsfw website with drawn porn will have it. Sadly Twitter is kinda hostile to MAP, but pedovise is there for MAPs. Plus rqd2, of course.

              • KittenEnglish
                3·
                6 months ago

                There was a good image of it but basically it’s a collection of independent or very smeller social media sites that’s meant for MAPs and or Radqueer. Like oddballs, radqueer net, and more. That’s my understanding of it at least.

                • czarnumba2
                  2·
                  6 months ago

                  ahh okok thank you, can you give me a link to the oddballs?

  • Malt Marzipan
    5·
    6 months ago

    First of all, welcome! Second, congratulations on your bravery to embrace your sexuality in this stigmatized world. Your sexuality is nothing to be ashamed of, either, especially at a time when your hormones are very active. Whether you’re currently in a honeymoon period with your sexuality, or you are indeed hypersexual, depends on you and your body, but by no means let yourself be shamed by either outcome. You don’t have to do anything necessarily except let things play out, explore your sexuality, and of course stay safe doing so, because people can be cruel out there. You are valid, always!