16yo new MAP here, it’s like ever since I figured out what I like (2-10 grls) every time I’m around one I feel like I’m losing my mind, i live right near a school and their always walking past my house or playing nearby, as well as at my church I’ve had to watch groups of them. It’s to the point where I’ve had to “relieve” myself in bathrooms, does this part ever go away or am I just hypersexual and fucked? I’ve been bottling this stuff up for so long.

  • Malt Marzipan
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    6 months ago

    First of all, welcome! Second, congratulations on your bravery to embrace your sexuality in this stigmatized world. Your sexuality is nothing to be ashamed of, either, especially at a time when your hormones are very active. Whether you’re currently in a honeymoon period with your sexuality, or you are indeed hypersexual, depends on you and your body, but by no means let yourself be shamed by either outcome. You don’t have to do anything necessarily except let things play out, explore your sexuality, and of course stay safe doing so, because people can be cruel out there. You are valid, always!