Setting it as NSFW due to the sensitivity of the topic. Doing it as a kind of self-therapy kind of thing as I kept it a secret for majority of my life, feel free to ask me anything.
Setting it as NSFW due to the sensitivity of the topic. Doing it as a kind of self-therapy kind of thing as I kept it a secret for majority of my life, feel free to ask me anything.
How would you say your abuse impacted your sexuality?
A lot I would say, a large majority of my fetishes are somewhat related to the event, where those topics also can make me have an anxiety attack if I’m not in the mood. It’s a really strange thing which I still to this day not really understand and make me feel invalidated at times, because why do I keep fantasizing about it and everything around it if I would rather die than experience it again?