a great question, i actively hated them with my life and would ultimately try to one up em by “not knowing the person i hung with was a para” and then just continue to interact. Granted for my safety I never really shared or ever will share im a para even to other paras outside of instances

frankly i didnt know what transid was at that time, this point of time it was all anti-map anti-zoo, so anti para

knowing that being against paras or whatever be you wasn’t helping me get over the fact i am all of these things. hell im still refusing my own identity. dunno, i guess what really made me switch was the shame of not being able to accepted anywhere, especially for the fact my past still haunts me :)

oh heavy smash, like unbearably

pass my dumbass onto someone else

house cats or hyenas top 2 imo